Borderline Romance

I'm sitting high on rooftops,

So far away from you,

Staring with my vacant eyes,

Into rancid skies of blue,

Remember when you told me,

I was everything you could ever love?

Now that you are gone I spend my time,

Staring down the barrel of a gun,

I've never pulled the trigger,

Always hoped you'd call or write,

But I can see now that you never will,

So I won't make me go through another lonely night,

Twisted into the fetal position,

Laying mute atop my bed,

With nothing but the sound of your voice,

Haunting me inside my head,

I'll never know just why you left,

Never know what went so wrong,

So if you hate me as much as you said,

I wont have to know because I'll be gone,

I've pulled the trigger finally,

& flying off into rancid skies of blue,

I realize it was for the best,

I'm better off now without you